The Beach

Beach

Fluffs of grey and black trudged across the gloomy canvas above. Bare trees swayed as the cold breeze brushed past them. The brown granules of sand were damp but made each step as if they were foam. As each foot sunk after each step, the foam would take its form and leave its traces in between your toes. Looking both left and right, there was no end to the stretched out sand and water. Over the cawing and screeching in the distance, the hustle and bustle of water, reaching and cooling the shore filled the air. Past the sand was an aquatic world of blue, filled with crustacean, coral, and aquatic beings roaming for their meals. It was a world where the fittest and lethal survive. No different than the one above.

 

She stood there with a beach towel in her left hand and The Works of Edgar Allen Poe in the right. Draped against her shoulder was her purple beach bag containing half a bottle of sunscreen, a purple towel, a radio with a missing battery, and a wallet with cash given by her parents before she closed the car door in the parking lot. Goosebumps were rising as the wind brushed by the revealing parts of pale skin on the green, laced swimsuit. Flying into her face were strands of long, black hair. A sixteen year old. Left alone for six hours to rot like the rest of the beach. She stared at what was supposed to be the glistening waters.

 

She thought to herself, “You need this, Laura! It’ll be fun, Laura! You’re gonna love it, Laura! That’s what they all told you.” She sighed, grabbed the towel from her bag and laid it on the ground.

“Well as long as I can read in peace, that should be good enough.” she muttered. As she sat on the flattened out cotten, she slowly lowered her back so it also came into contact with it so she can fully indulge into the genius writing in her hands. Her fingers glided across the cover then flipped the pages to where she left off.

 

After a few pages, her eyes became heavy. Her body’s desire for rest took over her senses of the book. Within seconds, the book fell onto her breast while both of her hands held onto the cover. She drifted into her world of black and nothingness.

 

The sound of a zipper awoke her. Her head shot up and she scanned the area in front of her. No one was in sight, but the bag that sat by her knee was now open when she was sure she closed it after the towel. She dove for it.

 

“Radio, sunscreen….. Where’s my wallet?” she announced to the air.

 

Suddenly, the air behind her became hands as they clasped and wrapped around her body. A high-pitch scream erupted in her mouth but it still would not have been audible for anyone living in the city to hear. Her eyes kept looking left and right hoping that there would be someone else nearby to come to her rescue. No one would ever come to a place like this except for her and the unknown attacker behind. Her arms failed to break loose of the grasp but they were soon pinned down by hairy, muscular arms  to the towel. While still maintaining a hand on her mouth and an arm across my chest, he straddled his legs over her. Her legs became unmoveable. A face popped up into her field of vision. Her teary eyes widened as she realized that the face wasn’t human. It was a mask of a raven. No matter how much she struggled to break free, the eyes of the raven continued staring into her soul. A rapid blur was the last thing she saw before the world became black once again.

 

The first thing she felt was a finger brushing down her back. She didn’t open her eyes in fear of what could occur. Strategizing, she noticed how the man’s legs relaxed and her arms weren’t restrained by anything. His breathing was extremely audible as he continued his play time with his knocked out body. It was only a matter of seconds until she could feel a lace on her back loosening up. Now was the perfect time to act. She raised both of her knees. The raven grasped on to the area of impact, curled up, and rocked in the sand by the towel. Laura could feel the palpitations in her chest getting harder and faster. Her first thought was to go to her open bag. She rummaged through it while panicking, “Something to defend me. Something to defend me. Something to defend me.”

 

Her hands came across a rather heavy item. She snatched it out and discovered her radio. The raven was still rocking in pain when her gaze fell back upon him. She got on her knees beside him, and time suddenly froze. Beside her appeared another Laura, wearing a red swimsuit exactly like hers.

 

“What am I doing?” the green Laura questioned.

 

“You’re protecting yourself of course.” the other replied.

 

“How?”

 

“Well you’ll just simply have to—”

 

“No! I can’t.”

 

“This is a choice of life or death. Decide wisely.” With her hands, she adjusted the green Laura’s head to look into the eyes of the Raven mask. It was still staring at Laura as if it was daring her to do something. Her heart kept pounding as if it was going to burst.

 

“DO IT.” it said.

 

“DO IT! DO IT! DO IT!”

 

As soon as time began to accelerate once again, she raised the radio in her right hand. She held it high for a few seconds then bashed it against the skull of the bird. Immediately, the body stopped squirming and was lifeless. Her heart still kept pounding. It wanted more. MORE. She raised the radio once again and repeatedly smash the head until blood gushed out onto her swimsuit. She could no longer feel her pounding heart as she saw the temporary therepuetic blood, but she then began to horrifically scream at her red and black masterpiece on the sand.

 

In the corner of her eye, she saw a bulky item in the back pocket of the perpetrator. Her wallet. She slid it out of the pocket and almost placed it in the bloody beach bag. Her crime was evident through all of her belongings: her towel, bag, and book. She picked up The Works of Edgar Allen Poe and flipped through a random page. Half of the text on “The Tell-Tale Heart” was replaced with crimson. Realizing that she was still at the scene, she dropped everything but the wallet and dashed towards the parking lot where she found a car from the 1990s with the headlights and engine on. No driver was present inside the vehicle. With her fumbling fingers, she swung open the door and slammed it. All she had to do was change the gear to drive and stomp on the acceleration pedal. As she placed her hand on the gear shift, a familiar hand suddenly rested on hers. Laura rotated her head to see herself in the red suit, shaking her head in the back seat. The red-suited Laura guided every the hands towards the left side of the other Laura’s chest. Laura’s eyes widened as she could feel it thumping more than two hundred beats per minute. All of a sudden, she felt the flow of air cease within her throat. No matter how hard she inhaled, she continued to choke for oxygen. Her surroundings became darker and blurrier. She went back into her world of nothingness and darkness, but was never to return.

Creative Writing: Shopping Madness

 

There are so many people around, of course, it’s Black Friday. Huge crowds mov’ing around the mall, focused on getting everything they wanted and getting the best deals as well. It almost seems like everything is on sale and people are going overboard, buying stuff they probably don’t even need. Everyone is getting pushed around and arguments over who saw what item first are causing chaos. I got dragged along with my older sister because she wanted to buy as many things as she possibly could and what better day than today to come to the mall? Haha I’m joking, this is actually the worst day to come shopping, I mean if I wanted to get pushed around all day and be stuck in a crowd waiting in line I would just go to the amusement park on a weekend. Ugh seriously, I just want to go chill at home, this is so boring. I’m basically just my sister’s personal assistant, holding her bags for her, telling her if she looks good in a certain outfit and following her around all day. Everywhere I look, I see huge signs in store windows saying, “buy one, get one free!” Or “40% off everything in store!” There are sales on almost everything: clothes, shoes, electronics, jewelry, toys. It’s actually quite overwhelming. My sister and I walk into Forever 21 and hear three young women arguing about a certain dress.

 

“I saw it first!” yelled the tall blonde one. “It will look much better on me!” Exclaimed the brunette. “It isn’t even your size!” Yelled the other brunette.

 

There was a crowd around them and the cashier was trying to find a solution to this problem by offering the ladies other dresses that were very similar to the one that the blonde was holding. I honestly felt like laughing because it was so ridiculous that these adults were fighting over a piece of clothing. My sister just stood there staring at them but then she grabbed my hand and led me out of the store. I was really surprised since this was her favourite store and she was so excited to shop there before.

 

“What’s the problem Lisa?” I asked. “Nothing, I just didn’t want to get involved in that fight.” she exclaimed. “Okay, whatever.” I replied.

 

We both walked along pushing through the crowds and I noticed so many people were still in their pajamas. They must have just woken up, gotten into their cars, and drove straight to the mall. Lost in my own thoughts, I lost focus and bumped into a girl around my sister’s age and she turned around and glared at me. She was at least 6 inches taller than me and she was absolutely fuming with anger. I was confused since I had merely bumped into her by accident. But then as I saw her shirt stained with the ice cream cup she was holding I fully realized what I had just done. I immediately tried to run but she grabbed me by the arm and then pushed me to the ground. There are many people who start to gather around and I get very claustrophobic since I hate crowds. My sister tries to help me up but there is no space for her to get through. I feel suffocated and my heart is beating really fast. I am so scared, I don’t even know what to do. I want to run but I can’t even stand up and even if I could I wouldn’t be able to get through the crowd anyway. Tears started rolling down my cheeks and instantly I wiped them away. I have to be strong I thought. I have to fight back. If I don’t then I will be seen as weak and I will suffer from public embarrassment. I walk right up to the tall girl and look her straight in the eyes as I say, “I’m so sorry I ruined your shirt we can solve this problem in a normal way since violence won’t help.” Everyone’s jaws dropped. I had just stood up to one of the meanest high school girls in school and I was half her height as well. 

“Excuse me?” she said. “Yeah, you heard me right.” I say without hesitating. “I can buy you another shirt to make up for this one and then bam the problem is solved, no violence necessary.” I continue. “Well, yeah I guess that would be fine” she said slowly. So I walked to Sirens and buy a shirt that was similiar to the one she was wearing and hand it to her. “Your welcome for being the mature one” I exclaim and walk away confidently with my sister.

After I get home I’m so exhausted from walking all day that I just lie down on the sofa. I fall asleep and realize how today was absolute madness but I feel proud for standing up for myself and solving a problem in a mature way. What an experience!

 

Creative: adventure

My eyes fluttered open and I realized I was not in a familiar place. The soft dirt and fallen debris from the trees surrounding me created a spongy cushion beneath my body. I slowly sat up, looking around, trying to figure out where I was. I pushed myself up into a crouched position and carefully extended my legs until I was standing. Pine needles crackled as I shifted my weight. The crisp air nipped at my face, my cheeks turned red, and my breath left a cloud in front of my face every time I exhaled. All around me were dense woods consisting of extremely old pine, fir, and spruce trees, which towered over me like skyscrapers, and whose needles and sap filled the air with a sharp scent. The mix of matter on the ground was soaked due to the recently melted snow, and gave off a musty smell. Squirrels scurried across the forest floor, and back up the rough bark of nearby trees, birds singing and chirping on the higher branches. Various colours of mushrooms, other fungi, and saplings lived on the ground amongst the trees. There were bushes in patches containing saskatoon berries, honeysuckles, and thimbleberries, bringing colour to the otherwise seemingly colourless and gloomy forest. The flowers that did grow were very few and far between, and only a small amount of grass inhibited the area.

I must have fallen. I found a small backpack a few feet away from me and opened the largest pocket. Inside, I found a large stash of food, a blanket, an oversized leather bound book, a pencil, an extra pair of jeans and a t-shirt. I looked down at my torn running shoes, the laces frayed, then up to my blue jeans, streaked with mud. My jacket was damp from the morning dew, and my shirt smelled of sweat. My memories came flooding back to me. I saw myself running, running faster than I’d ever run before. Footsteps crashed behind me on the streets, sending me through the city, faster and faster with every step. I couldn’t be caught. I wouldn’t allow myself. Not after what everyone back home did for me, anyway. Shouts followed me; some threatening, others attempting to negotiate, but there was no way I would fall for that. City lights gleamed off of other buildings and TV screens flashed through the dark windows of apartment buildings and houses. My backpack slammed against my back with every step I took, slowing me down just enough to worry me, but not enough to be caught.
Just before, my mother gave me a backpack and told me to run to the hospital, where someone would meet me at the door. “You need to go. Now”, she told me. She seemed worried, and I did as she said without hesitation. She never asked me for favours, so the least I could do was this one thing. After arriving at my destination, almost immediately, I was grabbed by the arm and dragged aside, into a small office. I asked what was going on. The room was silent, and only a dim light shone on the desk in front of me. “Who are you”, they asked. There was no face to match the voice, only a silhouette. “Xander. Xander Flynn”, I managed to say. There was a long silence before the voice asked me to take a seat in front of the desk. Following the dim glow of the lamp, I slowly made my way over and lowered myself into the chair, the leather cool against my bare arms. Heavy footsteps carried behind me, and a body appeared in the light. The body pulled over a chair and sat down across from me, behind the massive desk, which only had a lamp and a leather bound book, which seemed to weigh forty-five pounds. The man placed his hands atop the book and I raised my head to meet his eyes. I’d never seen this man in my life, and that’s really saying something because everyone knows everyone else here in my town.
“Have you been told why you are here?” His voice snapped me back from my daze.
“Um… no,” I replied.
“I need you to… run an errand, let’s say, for me.”
“Well, what do you need me to do?”
“I need you to deliver this book here to a, uh, friend a couple of towns over.”
“You mean… You’re asking me to… Leave the town? I thought we couldn’t leave…”
“That is why I brought you here. You cannot tell anyone. Only your mother knows. It’s very important that you don’t let anyone catch you leaving. If you get caught, the message will never get to the other towns. Delivering this book could save many lives. Do you understand?”
“Yes, I understand. But why did you choose me? I don’t even know who you are.”
“We’ve been documenting your actions and behaviours for over a year now, along with many other boys your age. We decided that you would be the best one for this job.”
“Who exactly is ‘we’?”
“I cannot tell you that. We cannot have any information about it to be spread whatsoever. You cannot speak a word of this.”
“Okay, sir. I won’t say anything.”
“Take this book and stuff it in your pack,” he said, pushing the boom toward my side of the desk.
I slowly picked up the book, taking in the feel of the cool leather against my bare hands. I wasn’t quite sure how I felt about this mission, but I didn’t have much of a choice. I couldn’t let this man down, even if I don’t know who he is. I looked to my left, then to my right, then back to left. I looked once more to my right and bolted. I headed straight for the woods. I didn’t think anyone saw me, but even if they didn’t, from the sound of it, they’d be after me in a hurry. I crashed through the trees and shrubs, making more noise than I was comfortable with. Not long after I started running, I heard the unmistakable howls of dogs. Many dogs. I was completely exposed in the streets. There was no way I would let them catch me. Not this early in my journey, anyway.

I was exhausted. My legs burned, my stomach ached, and my head throbbed. Complaining wasn’t going to get me anywhere. I needed to start moving again. I tossed my bag up onto my back and started trudging through the muck that lay at my feet. I thought I heard the faint treading of footsteps in the distance and began to run. I ran as fast as I could and didn’t look back. When I stopped, I no longer heard a sound. The woods were silent and serene. For days, I heard nothing but the joyful songs of the various birds around me. I pushed myself to walk further each day, to move further. I needed to get to that town, and fast. As I continued on my journey, time seemed to drag on and on. I didn’t have a watch, or any way of telling the time, and I lost track of the days I had been gone.
The forest gained colour as I got further away from my own town. Fruit hung from trees, berries filled the shrubs, and flowers scattered themselves among the forest floor. I had never seen fruits like these before. They were all so perfectly ripe and full of flavour, and their outer skins contained not one bruise or blemish. There was no point in filling my bag with the fruits, as they could be seen anywhere I looked. For days, the beautiful fruits filled the trees on the path taking me to the town I was headed toward. Soon enough, I saw a clearing ahead of me. I began to walk faster, but I didn’t seem to be getting any closer, so I began to run, almost as fast as I did when I was being chased. Through the clearing, I was able to see the outlines of people, buildings, and some other things I’d never seen before. The forest gradually thinned out until there were no more trees ahead of me. I slowed myself to a walk, and carried on toward the largest building ahead of me: a hospital. The town looked exactly like mine, although the newer, cleaner and simply nicer. Once I reached the doors, I stood and waited. I was swiftly pulled inside the doorway and into a dark room. A small lamp illuminated the long wooden desk, which had no one sitting at it. Without a word, I pulled a chair up and took a seat at the desk, across from a tall, empty chair. I pulled my pack into my lap and began to open it. Suddenly, a large silhouette made its way behind the desk toward the chair. I reached inside my bag and felt the leather cover of the book I was sent to deliver. I lifted it up and lightly placed it on the desk, careful not to drop it and make a loud sound. The man took a seat, but didn’t reach for the book. I shoved it toward him, hoping he would take it. I looked at him closely. He looked exactly like the man, only older. Quite a bit older, actually. His hair was thinning and becoming gray. I could see wrinkles forming amongst his face and hands. After awhile, he finally spoke.
“Thank you for doing this. You have no idea how important this is to my town, as well as your own. One day, the man who sent you here will explain to you why you were sent on this mission, but please do not speak of it. No one must know.”
“I won’t say a word,” I said, as I stood to shake the man’s hand. “I’d better be on my way home now.”
He shook my hand, rose from his chair and walked toward the door. He opened it slightly, looking around carefully, then opened it just enough for me to slip through. I felt a pat on my back, and when I turned around, the door was already closed. Those things that I hadn’t seen before filled the streets. They seemed to be made of metal, and had wheels, made of rubber, I’d assume. A piece of paper landed at my feet. I threw my bag to the ground and dug around until I pulled out my pencil. I drew a picture of one of the moving metal devices. This was something my town could use. There was something odd about this whole situation, but I couldn’t quite put my finger on it. I walked the opposite way I had come, excited to share my discovery of whatever machines the town I had visited had travelling their streets.

Imagery Creative Story

Creative; Fear

The stench of salty fish mixed with the open sea filled the sky with an unpleasant essence that began driving people mad. Out for weeks,(not that anybody counted) the sea began to take its toll on the men of the ship. The chilly wind on one side and the arctic sea on the other, each side creating a polar atmosphere freezing the men aboard. Hefty waves crashing against the ship, rocking it from side to side as if it was a baby’s cradle. The darkness casted by the cumulonimbus cloud covered all things as far as the eye can see, blinding all the men on the ship who had taken cover from the enormous wave moments from impact. As the wave came crashing down upon the ship, all who dared to remain on the ship braced. The tidal wave washed the ship while stealing all that was loosely attached to it. The feeling of moisture in the air and all around the crew was nauseating as the only protection they had against this was the rough rubber that rubbed against their skin. The feeling of fear crept upon the crew members as the ship shook violently from side to side. The crew began hauling the final net of fish, for this was the last one before they could retire for the night. There was heavy rain and crackles of lightning that sounded as if they were ripping the atmosphere apart.
I peer into the darkness of the sea which infinitely stared back with a devious smirk. My innards feeling as if they were jelly from the high intensity pressure of every wave crashing upon us. As the ship began swaying and spinning I could hear the screeching of crew members all yelling the same thing. “WHIRLPOOL!!!!!” I grasped the most solid item i could scavenge on the ship and braced for dear life. My mind was blank, leaving a body filled with overwhelming fear. It appeared as if i was encased in a tomb made of water, sucking the air from my lungs and not allowing me to say anything louder than a whisper. Fear, the only word i could possibly comprehend at the time. Watching the water circulate around us drove me insane. It taunted me, threatening to never let go of the ship and hold me captive for eternity. My eyes shut, unable to see the violence surrounding me. I pray that this would end and that this is just a nightmare. But it wasn’t. As i open my eye i see a dark figure being tossed around by the violent movement of the ship. Blood covered his head and hands, leaving stains wherever he landed. It was the co-captain’s body being flung. I was frozen in fear, unable to move as the body moved to my direction. It flopped in front of me with the face exposed to the freezing night. His bones were broken and his face bruised majorly with blood coming out of every pore and hole of his face. The sickening sight made me vomit. With all the events transpiring, how could one not.  

Flight 102

Dear Diary,

I don’t know if anyone will be able to read this or not. If they do I want them to know that they shouldn’t let fear hold them back from doing anything they want…

“Flight 102 leaving for Chicago will now begin boarding senior passengers and passengers who are accompanied with young children first.”

After hearing this announcement, about thirty people began to gather their luggage as they struggled to be the first ones who entered the plane. Children began to cry when they had to be waken up from a deep sleep, as their parent’s tried to console them while they made their way to the terminal gate. The line stretched to the Tim Horton’s concession stand near the next sitting area for a different flight. Others were trying to make their way through the line as they desperately ran to catch their own flights. This is the first time I am travelling alone. No family, no friends, no one. I made my way to the desk after everyone had boarded. I was waiting, i don’t know who or what i was waiting for. I was just staring off in blank space reconsidering this decision. I was sick to my stomach. I didn’t want to go! But I had too. It was 5:25a.m., when i had finally managed to find my seat. Magazines, headphones, and complimentary nuts were placed neatly on my window seat. I remember looking out the window as the plane ran down the runway. The lights were so bright as they emitted neon colours, marking the boundaries of the runway. From a distance I could see another plane descending towards the runway as we made our way up towards the sky filled with gleaming stars. I looked down as we left the bright city of New York. As we go higher i could see central park and the fireworks in a distance.

I was going to meet my uncle after 4 years. He was the only family I have that i know of today. No parents, siblings, or grandparents. They died. In a plane crash 3 years ago. I was going to get married and they were flying from washington to New York  for my wedding. I didn’t get married. The plane was hijacked. Ever since that catastrophe I’ve been scared to go on an airplane. I avoided every event that involved me travelling through the means of a plane, but this time I had to go. My uncle, he’s dying. I am the only one he has and he is the only one i have, i need to go.

It is  about 6:52a.m. I can’t go to sleep for even a second. Not with all this anxiety and fear running down my spin. I tried to watch the movies provided by the airline to distract the idea that i’m in an airplane, but i ended up reading the book pride and prejudice. I eventually did forget that I was on a plane until I heard some glass breaking in first class. Followed by yelling. Followed by screaming. Followed by wailing. Followed by a gunshot. I looked around everyone had a confused expression on their face just then a man two rows down got up and pointed the gun at one of the flight attendants who came running out of first class.

I don’t remember much right now. I was hit in the head by one of the hijackers as i tried to save the flight attendant from being shot. I woke up to the dead body of the flight attendendent right next to me. After that sight i am making sure that every movement of mine is discrete so that none of the hijackers would notice that i have regained conscious. The sound of women sobbing and children crying is haunting me as i try to figure out a way to save myself somehow. I don’t know if I will come out dead or alive. All I know is that right now I need to find a way to get out of this mess. But my anxiety is not allowing me to do anything. I can’t move, i’m frozen in fear. I feel so stiff that it is hard for me to even let out a breath.

7:30 a.m. I don’t know where we are heading. We all heard another two shots fired. They killed the pilots. At this point i am convinced that i am not going to live this day. I want to recollect every moment of my life through the time i have, which might be very little. The time that I cancelled my wedding because I was so scared that i would lose anyone who i love. The time i stopped talking to my best friend Kaitlyn because i was so scared of how she would stop talking to me as i was dealing with depression at the time. I am remembering the time that I missed a once in a life opportunity to explore the world and achieve my dreams of journalism because i was scared of the idea of going on an airplane. SCARED! That’s all i am of my surroundings and my life. This emotion of fear as held me back from experiencing life and exploring great opportunities that would’ve made me a stronger individual today. If i could have the chance to relive the past five years of my life i would take it in a heartbeat. But i can’t.

This is why I am writing this diary entry today. Hopefully someone will find this and read this soon after I am gone. Someone out there, just like me will become motivated from this entry of mine to conquer their fear that is holding them back from their dreams and aspirations.

8:45 a.m. The plane just picked up it’s speed and i look out the window and i can see central park and we are going to crash. Today’s date is September 11,2001. My name is Laura Jackson and I am about to die.

Creative Story

The fragrance of cheap cigarettes along with poorly mixed drinks combine into an unrelentingly waft of rancid stench crawling through the air. Lights blinking and flashing all around with rowdy shouts of gamblers cascading off of the walls. Hyperborean gusts of wind being forced down the throat of clanking dysfunctional machines, maintaining everyone’s low temperature, assuring they don’t overheat or decide to spend their money elsewhere. The remanence of processed cheese and stale tortilla chips strung across the garbage cans, tossed only in the general direction.

Idiosyncratic characters filling the compacted room. Wasting away cent by cent at the nickel slots, a gray-haired woman sits with a glass of ice cubes bathing in red wine connected to her hand, in the other a youngling not over the age of one. A pack of déclassé businessmen crowding around the bar, each more obnoxious than the other. There he was, situated at the roulette table, on his very last dollar. “Black 26” the croupier exclaimed, taking a long drag from his cigarillo. The gudgeon man slid away from the table, no money, no service. Each step pressing the weight of the world unto his shoulders.
His worn tan trench coat stretched to his knees, wearing half of a pinstripe second-class suit, with a pearl white dress shirt embroidered with the name Slade. A cracked Aviator leather banded watch secured tightly to his wrist, holding the last memory of his departed father with it. Fear pulsated within his dark azure iris, knowing what awaits him when he gets home, their “perfect family”. Slade had 4 children, now only 3 and a distant wife. His inability to care for them had degraded him to nothing, leaving only the emotionless scared husk people called detective Slade Hulse.
He shoves open the burgundy degraded door of their undersized house. Not a single sonance could be heard, Hulse was in solitary, his family was out cold. Stumbling towards the living room with the essence of alcohol on his breath, he installs himself on the decrepit couch. His cracked callused hand reaches over the handle of a side table posed next to him. Pulling on it, revealing a pristine condition polished silver revolver. He lightly taps the side of the cylinder, checking the solemn bullet’s location. Popping it back into place, he slowly moves the gun and places it on his temple. A booming shot thunders through the night.

DANCELESS

DANCELESS

I walked into an empty room: it smelled like an old storage room as if no one had used it in years, the floor was very dirty and the walls were torn.There were huge mirrors with lights all around them, perfect for getting ready. The chairs were neatly tucked under the counter in their respective slots, the counters were in terrible condition: the paint was slowly coming off and chipped wood was all over. As the costumes and props arrived, the room was filled with a rainbow of colors. I was in the dressing room. As the performers came in, I could feel their tension. I was enveloped with the sense of nervousness.
As I made my way through the hallway and up the stairs, I heard my dance teacher ordering the audio visual people for correct lighting and cues. I saw people behind the curtains setting up props and making sure everything is in order; they were all dressed in black with talking earphones around their heads and ears. Backstage seemed very busy.
(Show time)
As I stepped onto the stage, the lights pierced my eyes like a bullet and for a second my eyesight blurred. When I turned around and opened my eyes the whole auditorium was full. It was a sold-out show and there was not one seat that was vacant. I tried to ignore the stares I received. At last, I took my place and waited for the soft flow of music to begin. My gaze remained locked with the audience. My steps started out soft and transformed into harsh, energetic movements. Every step I danced it was more exaggerated and exhibited a dramatic feeling for the spectators. I felt like they were enjoying it. I was swaying from one part of the stage to another- it looked as if i was possessed and my body lost all of its self control.
My costume weighed more than me; all of this heavy jewelry made my face shine and sparkle on stage. The colours of my dress were vibrant and bright on stage, it was perfect for my performance and the story I was trying to convey to the audience. My dress flowed perfectly and smoothly, it felt like my costume was alive and dancing in sync with me. It was the first time I felt comfortable on stage. I felt like I belonged here.
Suddenly, sorrow hovered over me. I felt nauseous and dizzy; that’s because my past was coming back to haunt me. I’ve never had one single performance where everything goes so smoothly and planned, my past ruins everything: my expressions, my feelings, my movements…it ruins everything. I became very self conscious and disturbed the flow of the dance. The only thing I was praying for was my leg not to loosen and fall off.
Last summer, I had consistent pain in my legs and thighs. It was horrible, I couldn’t walk, run nor dance- I was stuck on a piece of furniture for two months.My mom took me for an ultrasound and the doctors’ came to know that cancer was present in my right leg. The doctor said that I was not permitted to do any kind of physical activity- I was shattered and broken. I was scared and didn’t want to believe any of it. I had a million questions: how did this happen? Why me? Will I ever by a normal person again? What is my life?
I fell apart. For the next 5 months I was on ongoing treatment, I stayed at the hospital more than my own house. The only thing that was constantly circling my mind was if I’ll ever be able to dance again? Dance was the only form of expression that I used as a stress reliever. Dance was my life partner, I wondered if my life partner will ever be apart of me again? A next month passed by, everything seemed pretty normal: hospital visits, medications, and counseling; what was not normal was the feeling in my leg, i didn’t have any feeling in my leg- it seemed dead and useless- I couldn’t use it for anything, it was no good. On my next appointment I told my doctor and he told me that we will have to cut that leg off. There was no use of having a body part that couldn’t function and benefit you…so he cut it off. After that month I was learning how to do my daily errands with one human leg and one fake leg. Constantly tripping and getting irritated by this leg, I couldn’t live anymore. I quit. I wanted to have both human feet, I wanted to dance and I wanted to be on stage.

The next few months I trained as a dancer with one artificial leg. I was constantly going for training for this was the one thing I didn’t get agitated about. I wanted to pursue this and inspire others to follow their dreams no matter what condition they’re in.
This is where I am now. I am on stage, with a million people staring at me and gazing right at me. My leg feels hard to dance with…but I keep dancing. I’ll keep dancing until I die. For this was the one time after my surgery I felt fearless; I felt brave and content. That was when I decided to let ago. Let my worries, my pain, and sorrow go. Right here, right now I was living. Nothing else seemed to matter anymore; I allowed myself to take me anywhere it pleased on this dance floor. I became one with the song, with the dance and with myself. I continued until I couldn’t feel any of my legs. When the song ended the audience’s’ applause filled my ears. I couldn’t help but smile. In that very hour I wondered why I didn’t see it before. I’ve always wanted to do something I dreamt off, I just needed to have a push at it. I felt free.

The Tower

Its dirt-faced mask revealing hints of pale grey surface, stretched high towards the blue yonder, and merely scraping the sky, assumed itself a spear bursting from the earth. Crawling with vines of veridian-bled veins and rock softened to the pulp of disgrace, it is no wonder this tower isolates itself from the concrete jungle by which it was misplaced. It rather undermines than embraces the beauty that surrounds it. Silences the colours that scream so loudly to be heard. Attracts merely the dust along the wind and the waste vegetation of the earth. A canvas for elements that aren’t so lucky as to be granted exposure in status, and the only thing that would ever bow down at its feet is the dirt, the same dirt walked over by the feet of a vagabond.

One who dwelled within its diadem would find themselves next door to the celestial heavens, yet they may not be so lucky as to be granted entrance and outlet from the earth. And that misfortunate soul presented much more of worth than a vagabond.

Anesley propped herself on two blackened elbows, as she did every morning, on the balcony fencing, palms cupping her face for the 3 hours she spends watching the sunrise. Then. at exactly lunchtime, or what lunchtime was perceived to be when one didn’t have a clock, she would venture out. Timing her journey, she’d follow a strict schedule that objectified she be back before noon, not a minute after. She’d run-not walk-down to the stream, where everything grew around the water; her supermarket. Once she had met her standard supply for the night; this included a basket of non-poisonous berries, a tin can of fresh stream water, two fists of unyellowing wheat grass, and whatever game came lurking in broad daylight. Sometimes she would be so lucky as to find a pit of worms out there in the open, still freshly viscous, not yet crispy by the scorch. After the daily reaping, she would head back the same way she came, and in the same manner-maybe even more so.

By the time she’d get back, the sun would have fallen behind the tower. For her to see it once more was the tower’s purgatory.

Safe in her haven of 50 feet above the ground, anxious Anesley prepped her nighttime meal. She placed it on the floor and squatted before it against the wall, beneath an unprotected opening in the wall she could barely call “window”. The scent of berries and grass was immediately evident once after entering the dull atmosphere occurring within the tower walls. Her gatherings called her to ravage, yet she refrained in uncertainty. When her hunger outgrew her delay, she’d ravish in her meagre feast while the sun grew weary. By the time she’d picked at the last few berries, slurped their juices from her fingers, the night would have fallen, and so would have her heart.

Her arms would obediently embrace her knees, and the walls, though flat, seemed to embrace her. The silence would hang in the air, and the air would press against her ears. Anesley despised the silence, its mockery prolonging the moment of its break.

That moment provoked the worst of her fears. The moment survival became rather a luxury than an instinct. A moment in which her human form was of no superiority to the animals. When she was indecisive about life, as now it was suddenly a curse rather than a blessing. This was decided by the hours that separated day from night. During day, she exercised power, the badlands at her service.. But by night, her reign impaired to beggar. The night degraded her to the perfect fit of the victim. Her predator, the carnivorous terrain.

The land mutated into a savage beast, its tongue a bed of grass. A walk among those taste buds was a walk among the tombstones. A mass of forsaken flesh and bone would dissolve to petty ruin if feet were to ever fall upon this Earth’s defying proportion.

The only mass withstanding the beastly hunger amidst its very own floor was the tower to which Anesley called friend. But even rock is defeated. Though it not be devoured by beast, rock erodes by time. And with rock consumes the sweet, astray soul of Anesley.

The Calm

My bare feet burn as I walk along the beige coloured beach.  The tiny sand crystals flow in and out from between my toes with every step, each time pushing more under my toenails.  I hear the squawk of seagulls above me, circling the area in search of leftover food littered around the beach by tourists.  I am no tourist though, Orlando is my home.  I look around in disgust to find Macdonald’s wrappers, and boxes half submerged in the sand.  A few seagulls land next to one of the boxes, squawking at one another and pecking at the fries.  It reminds me of my family during supper, too busy fighting to even know I’m there.  The garbage takes away from the beauty of the sea.  I hear waves breaking on the shore, and turn to face the water.  I can smell the salt in the air as the mist encounters my skin, giving a nice coolness to the boiling evening.  The coolness of the water attracts me and I walk towards the ocean.  The sky is a light blue slowly fading as the sun sinks down into the sparkling water, reflecting off small orange clouds scattered above.  Scattered like my family, they’re never there for me.  A ways down the beach I could see people taking pictures of the sunset.  They are distant though, as am I.

The water runs up the sandy beach and engulfs my feet before surrendering back to the ocean, leaving behind a layer of foam.  It’s refreshing, and takes my mind away from the arguments which occurred at dinner just minutes before I escaped to the beach.  But those memories soon flood back into my head and so I wander a few steps deeper into the ocean, until the water is halfway up my calf.  I barely remember what they were talking about, something about the house, I don’t know.  Then talking turned to arguing and voices started raising.  I took a breath and, trying to calm down, continued my short journey deeper into the water.  At waist height the water was able to sway me slightly with the pattern of the waves.  The swaying was calming.  My parents were too busy arguing to even realise I had left the table, food half eaten.  I had lost my appetite though and needed some fresh air.  How could they expect a 15 year old girl to deal with this stress added to her life?  Is my family breaking apart?  They didn’t even notice I had left!  I go deeper into the water, to the point where my tippy toes barely touch the sand and I’m more swimming than standing.  My head is barely out of the water and with each wave that passes, I have to kick my feet to stay above the surface.  

I’m facing the beach now and can see two figures emerging from my house which backs onto the sand.  My parents no doubt, finally realizing I left.  They call my name in search of me, “Emily! Emily!”.  But I don’t want to go back yet, I’d rather stay out here in the sea.  I feel the water rise as another wave passes by, but as I kick to get over the wave I feel the muscle in my quad start to throb.  “HELP!”, I yell before the cramp in my quad renders my left leg useless.  The wave overtakes my head and I go under.  Panicking, I try to see around me, but the salt burns my eyes.  I sink to the bottom and with my right leg push off the sand as hard as I can, pain shoots up my left leg but the effort was enough to propel me to the surface for one last breath.  My arms flail about as I try to stay afloat but the current is too much.  I’m underneath the surface tossing and turning, eyes pinched tightly closed to avoid the salt.  In the black, I start to see stars, and my body grows tired.  I can’t hold it any longer and I let out my air in one big exhale, and then attempt to breathe in, only flooding myself with water.  I feel something grabbing me, pulling me towards a dim light. Dad? Finally there for me? Then everything goes black.

Graveyard

The wind flew to my face, forcing my hair to twirl and dance with cold light breeze under the bright moon light. My every step produced a small crunching noise, while the autumn leaves beneath me broke and shattered, leaving a trail of tiny pieces that danced with the wind. The grass was damp tickling my bare feet, but I ran down quickly, passing by graves that had beautiful names carved in them, until I reached my destination. I stopped and watched the stillness, no one was here it is empty. The dark trees grew tall with wrinkles and their stance started to flop. The small lake glistened under the moonlight, providing a reflection of the sky above. The fog quietly took control of the area, leading it to become more gloomy than ever. The sky darkened allowing the moon and stars to glow brighter as they shined enough light, so I could read the name written on the grave. I dropped to my knees, leaves beneath me cracked creating an echo through the dead silence. My fingers went to touch the cold stone marble which left a cold moisture on them. I brought my hands to my face allowing the cold moisture to sink into my aging face. I closed my eyes stopping the tears that were creeping up into my eyes.

The bitter wind immediately started to pick up, so I picked my sore and aching body up and slowly took small steps towards the memorial public washroom. The sky was getting darker as the fog grew now almost up to my knees. I picked up the pace and reached for the washroom door handle. It was ice cold, while I swung back I got startled by the loud ruckus the door had created. It squeaked and screeched until it shut behind me. I let out a gasp looking at my own reflection in the mirror. My light brown hair was no longer straight, it was flying all over the place with tangles and split ends covering each strand. The side of my pale face was smeared with dried blood and my rosey cheeks were stained with tears. My mascara was smeared at the bottom of my baggy eyes from my crying, as well as my eyeliner that started to smudge. I ripped a tissue out of the dispenser and let the tap run for a few second to warm up the icy water. I dabbed the wet napkin on my eyes trying to touch up my look, but it was no use I just smudged it more. My lips were bruised, but my nude lipstick was still there, giving a slight glow to my dull face.

I walked out of the washroom as I felt the cold breeze hit my face once again, but this time it stinged my bruises. I looked around trying to find someone that was willing to help me in the condition I was in, but there was no one in sight and the fog was starting to blind me. I picked up my pace and eventually started running. I pushed the branches and leaves out of my way as I made it out of the grave yard into an unfamiliar forest. The path seemed endless as it led me deeper into the forest. My instincts were raising and I felt as if someone was following me so I ran faster. My breaths were growing shorter, it felt harder to breathe but I ignored it and continued to run as fast as possible. I stopped for a short break and listened. Silence filled the air though something still scratched my head as I still felt as if I was being followed. I looked up and the sky was darker with the stars shining brighter. “Crunch crunch,” leaves near by me crunched revealing a loud noise in the silence. Without turning back I ran faster than I could imagine. He’s back I thought. My head was starting to ache though my feet kept moving faster and faster. I decided to look back and as soon as I turned my head my body crashed into a building. I tumbled to the ground rubbing my neck, but I quickly got back and headed for the door. Luckily it was unlocked and I stepped through.